So ive not been on the forum for a very long time as I was trying to make life a little easier to cope with. We have had good days and bad days but my hubbys trial is due to start in 3 weeks, albeit trial is on a warned list so reality is it will probably get ajourned. Its been a really tough 3 years on this journey and im petrified about what will happen next. I just want it all to be over because the closer we get to his trial date the more stressed and scared im becoming. I dont even know how im still standing tbh but ive stayed strong for our kids and to help get my hubby through this. Safe to say its taking its toll.